Mine.

That is a good idea

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 23:16:30 GMT

So im 15. As of yesterday that is. The birthday was good. Got some cool stuff. (gigantic underwear!)
so tomorrow is thursday, and festival. cool cool
its really pretty outside, what are you all doing in here at your computers? Go for a walk. Walks = good.
heres what was just on my stererereriooooo

So I look in your direction,

But you pay me no attention, do you.

I know you don't listen to me.

'cause you say you see straight through me, don't you.

On and on from the moment I wake,

To the moment I sleep,

I'll be there by your side,

Just you try and stop me,

I'll be waiting in line,

Just to see if you care.

Did she want me to change?

But I change for good.

And I want you to know.

But you always get your way,

I wanted to say,

(Chorus)

Don't you Shiver? Shiver, Shiver

I'll always be waiting for you,

So you know how much I need ya,

But you never even see me, do you?

And this is my final chance of getting you.

On and on from the moment I wake....

Did she want me to change?...

(Chorus)

Sing it loud and clear.

I'll always be waiting for you. (x3)

Yeah I'll always be waiting for you.

And it's you I see, but you don't see me.

And it's you I hear, so loud and clear.

I sing it loud and clear.

And I'll always be waiting for you,.

So I look in your direction,

But you pay me no attention,

And you know how much I need you,

But you never even seen me.

thats a good one

welp here i go

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 23:07:04 GMT

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Wed, 15 Dec 2004 05:15:01 GMT

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

rocking my stockings

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 00:18:24 GMT

"and they let me wear myyyyyyyy paaaaaaaaaants of chooooooooooice"
which is only part of the lutherin theme song...or atleast...its what ive come up with so far

going tonight w/ the maryn to chill and listen to some people do various things?

ive decided life could be much more funny if you were never allowed to backspace...or maybe..if there was
a question mark after every sentence?

maybe i will make an extra copy of my allusions and burn them just to get my revenge?...those STUPID allusions?...im not even half way done and i worked for 3 and a half hours already, im so freaking tired of writing sentences like, CRONOS! EATING HIS CHILDREN.? AGHGAHGAHAG not only are these useless, but they teach bad grammer, uh oh!? DOUBLE WHAMMY on you ALLUSIONS!!!? what you gunna do now? alussions, running away to avoid being burned and double whammied?
...
i dont write in here often?...probably because nobody cares?

bye?

bleh

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 01:05:12 GMT

So its monday...and im not at band...its freakin me out
well im sick and loosing my voice and it SUCKS
i just cant believe the season's over
we put some aweosmely hard work into that show, but seeing thye in a kilt was definetly worth it
and who cares what the stupid frikin state judges had to say
we had a superior performance, and thats all that matters

well enough band talk

so... basically....im bored out of my mind...lets see i could work on..my allusions
HAHHA how about NOT
mr white canceled the RN!!! !YYAYAYAYY!!!
i have to be a good little honors student though and have a "passion for writing RNs"
ehem WHAT!?!

ive decided that day quill has the opposite effects for me
i get all sleepy when everyone else gets all hyper
strange

welll thats about it
....
...
..
.
buh bye

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 02:37:53 GMT

Hair Color: brown
Eye Color: gray/blueish
Height: somwhere around 5'7"
Eaten an entire Box of Oreos: you know it
Been on Stage: yeah, for little things, like school plays and what not
Gotten into a car accident: no
Ran around naked: wow, thats an odd question, pass please
Choked on your drink: yes i have
Gone To School In Your Pjs: pajama day, so yeah
Gotten Detention: yes...only once i think
Loved Someone so much it made you want to cry: oh most definantly

this / that
cold / hot: cold
blue / red: blue
rain / snow: RAIN! ALL THE WAY
give / receieve: receive, but giving feels good too
guns / knives: knives
public / private school: public
celsius / fahrenheit: fahrenheit
history / science: history
math / english: math
country / rock: ROCK! DUHHHH
coke / pepsi: pepsi
Budweiser / Corona: oh definantly budweiser, lol JK!!!
7up / sprite: sprite
love / lust: love
GodFather / GoodFellas: say what? (goin with mayr on that one...what ze heck?)

opposite sex
do you like someone right now: DUHHH
do they know: again, DUHHH
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes
do you know some one who will sleep with: i dont like that question, no

friends
who do you see most often: maryn..or maybe hillary
who is your most annoying friend: hmm, i think they would be offended
who do you email the most: i havent emailed anyone in like...a year
whos the loudest: RACHEL (again, goin with mayr on this)
who are you jealous of: nobody
who do you trust the most: laura my sister
who knows the most about you: .....maryn?
one you usually miss: LAURA!!! i love her so much

in the last 48 hours
had a serious talk: hmm...morris? if pepper spray and nutella are serious
hugged someone: yes, drew
gotten along with your parents: mmm...sortof...no
fought with a friend: yes, rachel
cried: yes
felt empty: maybe
wished you were dead: no

do you like to
give hugs:
give back rubs: not especially
watch tv: yeah
do homework: uhh NOO
play in the snow: havent in a looooong time
stay up all night talking to friends: yes indeed
work out: yeah i guess, more for the feeling afterwards
go online: youuuuuu know it
be wild: yeah wild can be good, but not always..sometimes mellow is more fun
kill people: ok, who made this? what the heck do YOU like to do?
smoke: nope
play the guitar: I WISH!!

who
have known you the longest: Hillary
do you know the most about: Hillary
do you think you could live in the same house with: everyone..hey i did live with my sisters
do you get mad at most: hmm..

have you ever
been out of state: yeah
gone skinny dipping: lol..pass
broken a bone: no
ran a marathon: a 5 k when i was little...more like walked
met a famous person: YES!!! MC HAMMER!!
bought something and then sold it: i suppose...
stole from somewhere or someone: uh..no
Tried to kill someone: no

relations
single or taken: taken
had an online relationship: no
Had sex: definitely not
Had groups sex: no

now
are you wearing any accesories: livestrong arm thing, oh yes HIGH fashion
when was the last time you showered: last night
what song are you listening to right now: not really anything...but ive got ticket to ride stuck in my head
what is the last thing you said: bye (to my sister on the phone)
what is your computer desk made of: marble
what would you really want to be doing right now: pass, ROFL
if you were a crayon, what color would you be: ....tickle me pink for sure
who would you like to spend the rest of your life with: whoever makes me happy
current taste: goldfish
hair: down and somewhat wavy
current annoyance: mom is home..time to start getting bugged about being online
current thing i ought to be doing: homework of some sort
current windows open: this, and my IM stuff, maryns, morris, wes
current desktop picture: its plain blue because the computer just got re formatted
current favorite band: hmm..beatles?
current book: Odessey...ok i spelled that wrong didnt i?
current cd in stereo: John Mayer, Room for squares
current favorite celeb: mostly they annoy me..so i will say..mike meyers..hes just cool
current hate: school, stress of any kind
current hunger: ...potatoes! I LOVE POTATOES!
current emotion: so many

do i
smoke: NO
do drugs: NO
have sex: NO
give oral sex: NO
receive oral sex: NO
have a dream that keeps coming back: yeah there was one..and now I cant remember..
remember your first love: love...that word still scares me a bit..but i will warm up to it
still love him/her: well..
read the newspaper: lol, the comics, and sometimes the schools
believe in miracles: yeah i suppose
believe it's possible to remain faithful forever: yes
consider yourself tolerant of others: yeah
like the taste of alcohol: i dont think so
have a favorite candy: snickers
believe in astrology: lol, only when its good, and even then its doubtful
believe in magic: DISNEY MAGIC!
believe in god: i dont know
have any pets: 2 dogs!! rock and tuck
go to or plan to go to college: yes
have any piercings: my ears
have any tatoos: no
hate yourself: no, i have to be the one to always have my back, no time to hate me
have an obsession: yeah
do they know: yeah
have a best friend: yeah
wish on stars: yeah..well actually not too recently..but yes
care about looks: yeah

love life / sex life
first crush: stevie, he was in my first grade class, lol
single or attached: attached
ever been in love: de ja voo
do you believe in love at first sight: maybe.
do you believe in "the one": yes
describe your ideal significant other: someone who makes me happy, and makes me smile and laugh. someone i cant wait to wake up next to
have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing: lol, no
have you ever been caught "doing something": lol,no, but i have one hillarious story about catching someone "doing something"...actually it just happened today
Shy to make the first move: yeah before..but thats going away...hopefully

word association
rubber: glove
rock: my dog
green: tree
wet: rain
cry: face
peanut: butter
hay: horse
cold: winter
fast: car
freaky: friday oh wow that was lame
rain: wet
bite: teeth
fuck: you
blow: gum

last thing
bought: gray shirt at gap
ate / drank: goldfish
read: Oedipus..
watched on tv: Inside the actors studio

either or
club or houseparty: houseparty
beer or cider: cider
drinks or shots: wouldnt know
cats or dogs: dogs
pen or pencil: pen
gloves or mittens: gloves
food or candy: candy..no food...no candy...
cassette or CD: CD
coke or pepsi: pepsi
this or that: this

who do you want to
Kill: nobody..im not as violent as WHOEVER CAME UP WITH THESE QUESTIONS
Get really wasted with: nobody thats just bad
Look Like: hmm someone gorgeous like...kiera nightly or...that actress i just saw on inside the actors studio
Be like: oh im just way too freakin cool as myself lol
Avoid: meh, nobody really

last person you
talked to: well said hi to my mom, but talked to larua
hugged: drew
instant messaged: wes
kissed: heh

have you ever
Dated one of your best friends: well...depends on definitoin of best friend
Drank alcohol: no, well yeah, beer, my dad let me taste it
Done drugs: no
broken the law: hmm...ive ripped the tag off of my matress...does that count?
ran away from home: no
played truth or dare: yes
kissed someone you didn't know: no
been in a fight: yes
came close to dying: dont think so

what is
the most embarassing CD in your collection: that Ricki martin Christina Agulera single
Your bedroom like: very yellow..weird bedding i dont really like but...my posters ROCK
your favorite thing for breakfast: ice cream
Favorite restaraunt: dunno...dont really have one

random questions
What's on your bedside table: thing i made in ceramics, alarm clock, lamp, tissues? random other things
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night: hmm..potatoes of we have em, if not...pickles
if you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done: hmm...i dunno..nose maybe?
What is your biggest fear: death, tottally death, becuase its so mysterious
What feature are you most insecure about: hmm..i dont know
Are you a pyro: not really
Do you know how to play poker: lol, yes! haha drew taught me
What do you carry with you at all times: hmm...myself, wow that was lame
How do you drive: dont know, havent driven
What you miss about being little: the being cute and innocent, not like im not now! hehe
Are you happy with your name: yeah
What was the last song you were listening to?: something by billy joel?
Do you talk a lot: yeah
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: yes
Do you think you're hot: maybe..depends on the mood im in
Do people tell you that you've got a nice ass?: lol, no
Do poor, homeless, or starving people annoy you?: the ones that ask for money in LA
Do you consider yourself a nice person: yeah

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 23:25:06 GMT

How to make a steph

Ingredients:

5 parts friendliness

5 parts humour

3 parts leadership

Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Serve with a slice of caring and a pinch of salt. Yum!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

oh boy

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 22:26:42 GMT

yay what a fantastic monday
NOTTTT

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Sun, 24 Oct 2004 21:11:51 GMT

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Sun, 24 Oct 2004 06:49:50 GMT

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 05:09:44 GMT

so this is what i think

if you feel it WHY NOT SCREAM IT!!!!!!!!?!!!!!!

wwoot

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 03:22:52 GMT

well today has been very boring
and i didnt get to go to PAS! DANGIT

did some google searches on peoples names
put mine in and was surprised to see that it actually came up with the article in the paper about the popsicle taste test i did when i was 10
that was interesting
so i read what i said about the popsicles

anyhoo
nothin much to say
ya know there are the 2 things i think about, but its probably nothing you dont know since i talk about them so much
heh he
yeah im a dork
but its not bad

-Stepf (this is how evan spelled my name on my friendship mail lol, nice, no? )

tuesday

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 00:41:38 GMT

hmm what to say about my day so far
.....................

well i passed the memory test...
......

yup

tomarrow will be good and not that today wasnt...or was...but tomarrow will be like CRAZY GOOD
i say so

stttttttrange but true

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 19:50:28 GMT

you have no idea how many brisk iced teas i have had in the last three days. they are gone fast, for some reason i drink one of those in like, 30 seconds flat, but it takes so much longer to drink something carbonated, like pepsi for instance
does this actually have to do with the bubbles?
...

well today better not suck

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 17:13:33 GMT

OK im really really excited! and this is gunna sound stupid but
its because i just realised that i can walk to a park from my house
the club west park
so one of these days im just gunna take off and go
YES!
who wants to come?

but anyway, lets hope today is good

today feels sooo like fall
it is strange...
what should i be for halloween?
i need ideas..

ok well more later

mwa (kiss)
STEFFFFFF

TeuUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUsday

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 00:30:20 GMT

yup tuesday
AND TOMARROW IS WEDNESDAY!
hopefully means good things will happen

Today

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 03:03:17 GMT

Today was a boring day
I sat on my couch
im so tired of my house
although the rain was awesome
and i ran outside and got completly soaked
WOO HOO
yes
and i finally! found my cd case, with all of my precious music in it
almost died of cd deprivation

HMM not much else to say to you people

BYE

GRR

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 18:37:04 GMT

DANGIT! did anyone else wake up sick?
DANGIT!

MARCH A THON

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 06:27:45 GMT

Well, today was my first march a thon! WOOT
i made it!
and then went to saidies, that was very good
man im tired
might pass out on keyboard

LOVE!
-me

TOMARROW IS FRIDAY

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 01:45:47 GMT

YES! friday! im happy! WOO HOO!
my mom! SHES EVIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!but good
yeah

ha ok well im starving

WHat was that?

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 08:12:18 GMT

well, another friday
it was weird
good? yes..
good
weird though
yeah but definantly good
very good
well im a chicken, this is not new news

man, we look so hot in our bibbers
i love them

im tired i should sleep
im going to that leadership thing tomarrow
hope its cool
ok so now i really will go sleep beucase everyone has signed off and im falling asleep and the screen is going blurry
EESH

alright well
goodbye loveeeeeeess

just another day in paradise

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 05:51:55 GMT

hah yeah dunno about that title, although things do seem to be pretty darn good
im pretty bored
but im also pretty excited
friday could be a really good day
looks like a good weekend too, much hanging with the awesomes
i love it
but i dont want to work on the stupid english paper i have to do this weekend with my group
i say eew
but oh well, hopefully the good will balance out the bad
i am so painfully tired and i should go to sleep even though i should do my reading...tomarrow i will have like a hundred or something pages to read if i dont read any now
and that will probably make me angry so hmm
maybe maybe not
oops the jazz thing is tomarrow and i didnt practice at all for it
i guess i should go do that too
buh im not feeling modivated to go do anything
im already sick of high school
not the people but the classes and the STUPID assignments
WTF mate
this is dumb
oh yes i strongly reccomend everyone watches the end of the world flash animation
it is hillarious
MMhm
I MUST SLEEP NOW

ZZZzzzzzzzzzzz

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 21:54:47 GMT

I think im dying
all i ever want to do is lay around and sleep
and im not sick, i have absoultly no other syptoms
oh wait
thats not death, its marching band
never mind then

i made it through dinner WHEW

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 02:48:17 GMT

Yes, i actually made it through dinner
i know
crazy

But anyway, today was good, cleaned a lot and then drew corey and mikayla came over
the last 10 minutes consisted of drew standing there hitting his chest because it made this strangly base drum like noise
and corey took 2 dosen golf balls home
good times

A DOO DOO CH

well
thats about it
YOURE ASKING ME WILL MY LOVE GROW, WELL I DONT KNOW, I DONT KNOW
YOU STICK AROUND NOW IT MAY SHOW
WELL I DONT KNOW I DONT KNOW
beatles
randomly popped into my head at dinner

-- you better know who, or ill kick your butt
HAH
not really